I had a very good worship service this morning with my church family at Trinity this morning. Plus, we had a rehearsal for our Easter program after service as well. I ate half a large veggie lovers cheese stuffed crust pizza and was tempted to call it a day. I could have called it a day. But, I knew that nothing would replace the blessing of attending my first Forgiveness Vespers service. As a Baptist, the idea of such a prayer service was a bit daunting. To ask everybody in church to forgive you of your sins and then forgive everyone who ask as well is pushing it. I mean, we all have been in those services where we are told to turn around and to your left and right to say to your neighbor whatever the preacher tells us to repeat. This was deeper. Even the priest ask each person for forgiveness. The gift is given and the symbolic holy kiss is exchanged.
Yeah, now you want to talk about bringing people together, the nearness of simulating and giving three kisses to either side of one another’s face and exchanging the gift of forgiveness is deep. I didn’t know how I was going to react. All of this was strange to me. Yet, the quiet warmth we shared with each other in this offering was very special. We were all making a bold, first step into the challenge of Great Lent. The struggle against our sinful selves and the striving to grow in God’s grace. We were all going together as it was being done in other Orthodox churches around the world, as it was done for nearly 2,000 years.
Traffic around the Jefferson Ave. interchange was no fun. In fact, things were slow through Ft. Eustis. Needless to Say, Satan was waiting for me. No doubt, he will constantly await moments to distract and tempt me. Needless to say, maintaining The Hours will be very important to me. I may put an icon in the car as I already have a corner in the living room, bed room, and a couple of them at my desk at Trinity and York River.
So, now it is into Clean Monday. My wife is not joining me in the fast and has free range on the good stuff in the fridge and freezer. But, I did find a very delicious vegetable soup mix not long ago. That and a good, crusty bread will be dinner after Vespers. Ah well, it is bed time. I feel excited about tomorrow.